While they sleep, I’m kept awake by your memories. I “overthink”, trying to forget what you and I shared together but each time I do, I become more “traumatized”.
I am a “survivor” of a broken home, but my “fragile heart” can contain this “bad and rude” attitude no more.
Why can’t you let go of your egos and share your lonely moments with me?
I know you’re scared alone, same as I am, let’s be “alone together” then, to conquer our fears.
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“Call on me” and I promise to “stand by your side” in your trying moments just to see you “smile for me” again.
“Do you ever think of me” just like I do when I’m all by myself after we shared the good times but are apart in our respective trying times?
As you know, loneliness kills and must not be kept to one’s self since you’re not assured of “another life”.
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Being “alive” alone, is best lived together with one’s fantasies at hand.
“Loneliness knows me by name” and so I play my cards to suit my needs. I don’t “overdose” my mind with thoughts contrary to my happiness.
The “only time” I “think twice” is when a second party is involved.
“How does a moment last forever” when it’s shared alone?
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There’s “no place that far” if we want to share our respective “lonely” moments together. We can be on phone or on the web all day as long as time would permit “Us”.
You should be “gone for good” only if your happiness is guaranteed at the other end.
That’s all I wish for you.
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Our individual “imperfections” aside, what else can and should stop us from keeping our relation even if not living together as we used to?
Age is never a factor neither is religion nor ethnic belonging.
I can journey the rest of life alone “without you” but for the sake of the moments we shared, let’s relive those memories for “one last time”.
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In as much as I wish you the best of luck at the other side, my “feelings” never changed.
I do “miss you, and if I could “rewind” the hands of time, I would do so just to “run to you”. That’s because, I’m “jealous” of “the nights” you spend alone and that’s what makes me “miss your nights”.
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“I have a dream” reunion is impossible but that’s not why I pen this to you. I want Us to be “alone together”.
We can still chase our respective desires but when you feel lost, remember I’ll always be there to find you.
So, when do I "see you again"?
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