We’re “friends today” not by accident but according to “God’s plan” . He has his plans for “Us” and we are destined to live accordingly.
I “remember the time” of our first meeting till date, and I wouldn’t mind prioritizing that till the “end of time” because it marked the beginning of my Journey Of Life.
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You influenced my undertakings, broke my home, and while they sleep, I was on vigil, penning my wants as against what I had.
And “because you loved me”, we journeyed to the wilderness on a promising adventure but “you” left me all by myself finding my way home.
Though we’re alone together, my belief is twisted should in case I fail to remember the time for my drugs, because my lifeline depends on my next line of action.
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“How does a moment last forever” if you don’t even remember the time such memory occurred? I do, yeah, and still remember every bit of it.
The very first call which sparked everything, the texts, the letter boxes, the mails, the orders and the wish list that were never realized. I can’t seem to forget.
In as much as I do, I felt from the very beginning that this wasn’t purposed for me.
From past experiences, I felt as usual, a temporary ferace passing by in my backyard.
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The journey is not as demanding as I expected, but rather, the road isn’t tolerant enough.
I don’t remember when last you appreciated my time. Truth be told, you had it all wrong and with the wrong person as well.
“Your will” was presenting your body as a sacrificial lamb in place of Ishmael but I was into your thoughts and that’s why I chose your “mind over body”.
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I know this didn’t go down well for you but it had to be that.
I get “traumatized” each time I revisit this because I don’t want to relive the “pains” it caused us respectively.
Sometimes I felt I was “toxic” and on the other hand, I felt you were “bad and rude” but on top of it all, nothing seemed to change the fact that I was framed.
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I’m on a “lonely” ocean , weighing my “survivor” status in this journey knowing I’ve got my “lifeline” in suspense.
And since I’m not “immortal”, if there’s “only one man” to sail your ship across board in relation, “I surrender”, just to see you happier than ever.
But don’t forget; “remember the time” of this undertaking.
End of the journey.
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