When the going gets tougher, there comes a decline in those you journeyed along with.
It’s on a sad note when you’re to live the bad and trying times without the people you once shared good moments with.
Where did I go wrong, to take this bitter pill you were served?
I did the best I could to “heal” you but in return, my leniency was traded to be a weakness.
Where did I go wrong? I do not seek a comeback, I want to learn my lessons, please.
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Is this destined for everyone or the unlucky ones?
Were you even worth my time, trust, faithfulness and love? Where did I go wrong?
I gave you the best part of my life, even though I needed that myself.
I never thought twice when it mattered to you, so now, why can’t I find my wrongs in these write-ups you left behind?
If my two eyes couldn’t identify them, at least my eyeglasses should have satisfied my curiosity.
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Where did I go wrong? I don’t mind if you’ve found a “better man” but my wrongs shouldn’t be kept to yourself, at least for the sake of posterity and my subsequent relations.
If the love is lost, do not leave a bitter taste behind. I’ve got “feelings” as well, keep it sacred if it no longer matters to “you”.
I just can’t find myself, the personality I was before I met you.
You buried my dreams and left me with “wild dreams”.
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The “therapy” I sought for couldn’t “activate” my lost self, it taught me “something” instead.
A sense of being “selfish” when the need arises rather than going all out, “selflessness” for one’s sake.
I’m being pushed to the wall, my tears are running out, but I wish no evil for anyone who causes me to drop a tear for my leniency sake.
Just be mindful, because all I did was to see you smile but in return, my “weeping clouds” blame me for still holding on to my other side.
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How are you benefiting from the scar and wounds you rewarded me as a pay back, where did I go wrong?
When you feel hurt by others ill-treatment towards you, “do you ever think of me” as well, the emotional and psychological trauma I endure, why can’t you free my curiosity with what I did wrong?
We used to be on the phone all day and night keeping each other company whenever we felt “lonely”, what has changed now? Did I go wrong by making you a priority?
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A letter to my former rib.
“Hello” to you out there, I value and cherish the moments we shared, my best regards from this side to you.
I hope to live on as you do. My soul rejoices whenever I see you happy, with or without me.
That’s because I never lied to you when you needed the truth to heal, neither did I charge for my service when it mattered most to you.
Continue to grow in the pattern which cleansed your tears.
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Anytime you pray, do “pray for me” because I was your angel then.
And now if you’ve found a devil in me, wish that for no one.
Help me to move on “without you”, where did I go wrong?
If I’ve got any “imperfections”, kindly reply this write-up and I “swear it again” not to interfere in your affairs.
You used to be “always on my mind” even after the split but I can bear your thoughts no more.
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I feel bad anytime I realize the opportunity cost of my time spent on your fantasies.
At this juncture, I wish to state that, your presence in my life was a blessing I sought after.
I do not and will never feel used for the moments spent together. We all have our individual differences but our diverse beliefs and ideas saw us together.
Though we can’t journey along anymore, but my other side will continue to be lenient on you.
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If you ever wronged me, it’s in the past now, “the show must go on”. You are eligible to hold on to my wrongs, but carry no bitterness to your new lover.
“Thank you” for the honour you gave me, it was a pleasure to have shared in your story.
If you can grant me this last request, WHERE DID I GO WRONG?
Sincerely yours,
Anonymous.
The End.
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